+ HIDDEN LOVE by BayBee

How can I begin to explain?
This feeling that bonds me to you like a steel chain,
It holds me back, when you are near,
When I'm afraid, when I'm in fear.
Every night in my dreams, I feel you near me,
Are you so blind, you cannot see?
What I feel for you is so, so real,
But, should I tell you how I feel?

Why do I feel this way?
The same emotion day after day,
How could I know our friendship would turn out this way?
Am I doing the right thing by telling
you how I feel?
Or when I wake-up, will this just NOT be real?

I'll always remember the talks we shared,
That sometimes could last all day,
When we were comfortable say nothing,
The silence would be okay.

For you, I would gladly walk a mile,
If that would give me a chance to see you smile,
I'd call you my friend, but that's a lie,
You mean more to me,
but I can't explain why.

For you are more precious to me
than all of the world's gold,
But I can't tell you that,
how can I be that bold?
If I spoke what's on my mind,
would you accept me?
Because without you,
I don't know where I'd be.

Things you don't know, feelings I don't let show,
Secrets, hidden deep in my soul,
I would love the chance to show you what you deserve,
A chance to give you more than the whole universe.

I can't describe how much you mean to me,
For SHE is always there - clouding your vision,
so you may not see,
I don't even try to explain, how my heart yearns for you, Because I know I can't compare to her -
no matter what I do.

I don't know if I should forget it or just give it time,
I wish I could keep my heart from controlling my mind,
I know someday, I will eventually find
But only when it is right and in God's due time.

So until the day, that her spell is broken,
I must keep my love for you - unspoken, As I sit and watch the calm, gray sea,
I wonder if true love between us can ever be.

+ ECHOES

The minds of women
the emanating
silence Fascinates me
The silence is deafening
Except for the echoes

The echoes
inform of newbies
The echoes
provide sustenance
for an otherwise
cold silence

Outside, they speak louder than us
They drown us,
Outside, they call us names
They speak louder than us
Can we blame them?

The silence is piercing
We want so much for them to
know we exist
To understand
We are a part of nature's creation
We want them to undertake the
oath of mankind
To treat all human beings with equal respect

To all their accusations
We have no reply.
Because, we are
silence, itself.

+ EMPTY by Psyche

A gust of wind in the middle of the night
Blew out the flame that was my light
Loneliness, sorrow, depression all took flight
Creating pain in my heart, holding it tight.

Did I not appreciate the warmth it gave?
Did I not appreciate the light as my guide?
Did I take for granted the beauty engraved
On the shadows of the silhouette by my side?

That flame was my everything, my reason in life
Bringing a glow, warming, and nights of endless loving
To this soul that so needed a silver lining in her life
The darkness of solitude now seems coldly unrelenting.

I ask myself if I could have been a better shield
Against all possible wrongs the world could yield

How was I to know unconditional loving
isn't enough
To keep us together,
when the going got rough

Nothing could have kept us together,
Nothing could have kept us apart,
It took just one uncontrollable force of nature
To eliminate happiness from the realm of my heart.

I know not how to restore the light that you were
To be the flame, my pure essence,
my only cure
So I take leave of you for it's the only
way I know how
To let you breathe, I must reluctantly
take a bow.

+ HAVE I by Raine

Have I never written you poems?
Have I never sent you beautiful prose?
Have I never been thoughtful
or mindful of your needs?

But I remember
that romance with you
was never enough

Thinking about you
Never eased the ache
wanting to be with you
Was all I needed then

Wanting to be with you now
Is all that I want Still.

Things have changed
But my feelings for you
remain
and grow, each day

I have become needful
Our lives are intertwined
in so many ways
Our lives
are becoming as one

I love you and
I need you
for always


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